Afraid
I’m not afraid of shady fogs,
Solely about me and my evil thoughts.
I’m not afraid one day I’ll lose my desire
Only that my dreams will wither like a flower.
I’m not afraid of death as much as of life,
With the burden of sin, carried around.
I’m not afraid of what is to be feared,
Just that my luck would become real.
I’m not afraid that hate will conquer my core,
Only that my love will destroy the world.
A human side where jealousy is a reflection in a mirror of a beautiful love. Or a simple lie can throw us on this dark side where our arrogance could generate an intense loathing of hypocrisy. It’s a human side where monsters are born of their own hatred. We all know this horrific side from the past. For most of us sometimes is hard to admit that we have this side. It’s an ugly side and it makes us to be embarrassed when we reveal it.
This dreadful side of a human is always driven by hate. A deep and emotional feeling created by a sick brain to justify a madness.
There is a say about addictions that you have to hit the rock bottom of it to wake up and realize what you’ve done to you. It’s the same with hate. It’s like a tick-tack bomb ready to explode when hate is triggered. You don’t realized what you done until you calm down and look around and then you start to be ashamed of it. Doesn’t matter how small are your consequences after your action you will try to hide them inside of you so nobody will ever knew about it.
I was thinking that only isolation from the world might make us a perfect human but then we are human and we have to interact with other humans. We live in a society created by us for us and we find it difficult to isolate us. Unfortunately not only that we created this world but we subscribe to her with our actions.
I think when God created us was so absorbed about his creation that He forgot about this little dreadful side and since then is trying to help us to control it. Now it is up to us to listen to His advice or to ignore it.
Adrian B 